One Vest, One
Life
Below is a
picture of my PACA vest, purchased for me in 1993 by
some anonymous civilians interested in protecting
soldiers and contract employees from harm while in
conflict zones. It's specifically a PACA model I-26
insert good to threat level IIIA by NIJ standards.
Handwritten on the vest in ink it says 26 layers 1-93 B
(I think that's the QA inspector’s
signature)
This is
the front panel, the white area where the label sits,
torn and tattered, that's about where a person’s heart
would be. If you look closely at the picture you'll see
that there are numerous impact marks (some small and
some not so small) all over the face of this vest. If I
had not been wearing this vest on the day I took these
shrapnel rounds I am pretty sure I wouldn't be here
typing this.
Things I remember about the day in
question; It was pretty hot, sort of a middle of August
New Jersey type of hot-
Humid, no wind, and plainly there was no escaping the
heat. I didn't like wearing this vest and I thought it
was a waste of money. It was sort of bulky,
constricting, and not flexible -- every time I would sit
down in a vehicle the vest would shift up and hit me in
the chin. I remember thinking the first time I tried it
on that I felt like that Robby The Robot, my arms could
move but my torso was a very much restricted.
So here we have it, I had a vest it
was uncomfortable, hot, bulky and restricting, so why
was I wearing it? Because some anonymous group or person
thought enough about me to buy it and I owed them as
much to use what they gave me. In my own mind nothing
bad was going to happen to me, I was young and fairly
stupid about things and still thought myself invincible
so it seemed like a waste but whatever.
What
happened
Essentially I was working on
a project at a detainee and interrogation facility,
we had just pulled up to a parking lot near the outer gate
and got out when an IED went off in a tree about
15 meters away. I remember getting hit, feeling sick,
my ears ringing and not really being able to hear at
all. Really I’m not exactly sure what happened next and I
was told a couple different things…so I can’t be sure
which was right or wrong but I do know well after the fact
that I had a concussion, my eardrums were messed
(and are to this day), I had pellets taken out
of shin, feet, middle thigh, and my vest was shredded, none
hit my face and a couple hit my arm. A friend was able to retrieve what
was left of my vest from the surgery room, and I kept
the front panel.
It would seem the IED was some sort
of bomb built with a couple shotgun shells formed
together with a piece of PVC pipe.
Conclusion
So
what’s the point you ask? Simple: Wear a vest if you are
in a position where it might save your life. Yes it
might be uncomfortable, hot, constricting, dumb looking
and annoying…but being alive sure beats being dead.